miedos

Los que la mente graba como historias
formando  cicatrices
que nadie ve
miedos incurables

aquí en este lugar
ya estado aquí antes
pero aun así ase frió igual
aun así estoy a punto de paralizarme
sin poderme mover
y respiro lento
con tanto miedo

y recuerdo
que en esta obscuridad
ya estuve aquí
y no morí
 cual miedo
dime tu
por que lloras así
mira
vez el cielo
quien te habla aquí
esa luz
por que tienes tanto miedo

todo el amino recurrido
no puedes caer
ahora no
aun no
cual miedo
déjalo ir
que ya no estas ahí
estas aquí
en la luz del cielo

what i saw

i saw pain
loneliness
darkness
i saw darkness
like the most cold of the feelings
i saw hate
revenge
and bitterness
i saw in the flesh
starring at me
i saw hate

i aw beauty
streams of long layers of beauty
i saw her
i saw him
beautiful

i saw love
in birth
at death
i saw a beginning and an end
with love
all love

i saw it
all of it
only seen
till i met Him
the Great I am
and in Him i saw Me

like never before I saw Him
with all His Glory Grace and love
I saw Him

i heard Him say my name
with such beauty
Not today my princess not today

but Lord i am tired now
let me rest
and with His gracious miracles
He woke me up again

where have you been

life ...
well life happens
and i crawl under a rock
it takes me time
i happen to die
the Caterpillar
crawls in the debris
feeding on the garbage of the world
when full and tired
crawls and creates the cocoon
sleeps till it is ready to spread its wings
and beautify the world with its colors
a butterfly

it just happens that i submerge
from a Caterpillar to a butterfly several times
in this life time
hello world i am emerging