what i saw

i saw pain
loneliness
darkness
i saw darkness
like the most cold of the feelings
i saw hate
revenge
and bitterness
i saw in the flesh
starring at me
i saw hate

i aw beauty
streams of long layers of beauty
i saw her
i saw him
beautiful

i saw love
in birth
at death
i saw a beginning and an end
with love
all love

i saw it
all of it
only seen
till i met Him
the Great I am
and in Him i saw Me

like never before I saw Him
with all His Glory Grace and love
I saw Him

i heard Him say my name
with such beauty
Not today my princess not today

but Lord i am tired now
let me rest
and with His gracious miracles
He woke me up again